What's time i feel happy

In the last 4 years, i have memoried with my friends. Idk what to say, that's just like a dreamday when u had woke up, u realized time so fast. In Setemper 2018, i met them, too difficuft to talk. Many times, i have crush. After me had told him im in love with him and he said no. I give up, i just hard study and me look like a nerd girl in my class. When im in grade 8, i still study, at the moments of that time makes me laugh. Play, study, do i like and celebrate a party in my class on Saturday. I miss old days so much, sad, happy, hope and mad. But the most i miss it's the smile of them. We too young to speak about world. Sometimes i miss my old friends, they give up study early, someone marry, someone looking for a job. I have a friend, his name is Khoa, he so poor and stupid. Despaid of he kind and no tell lie word. He told me his story when i was siting on next him in class Math. And i give him many things i can told to him. Now, he have a job in city. I see him happy. I'm goona done exams, score: 36, 75 not bad but not good I cant sleep, no messenger, no friends, no love. Just me stay in here with my imagine. About my imagine I born on a rich family in the US, my parents love me, they always ask me what i want, give me a lots of money. They take care of me, and i only one daughter. I have two friends, one boy, one girl. They are my childhood friends, boy is a lgbt. We go to the everywhere together.