Me being in love with science

Growing up in a culture where saying you are anything but a doctor, teacher, lawyer, or large business owner is automatically translated into "other less respectable occupation", it is natural for your parents to want you to become one of the professions listed. This was also true for me. My father has always wanted me to be a doctor, and as a "good" kid, I put aside my interests and set my mind on becoming a doctor. But I soon realized it was not meant for me. I was not born to accomplish anyone else’s dreams or live up to their expectations. It is my strong background in Math and Physics, along with my keen interest in Science that makes me believe no major would suit me as well as Engineering does. It all started with all of my childish questions into how things functioned or came about, such as "How do airplanes fly like birdy birdy? " or “Why is there wind and rain? ”. My father was probably very irritated by my bombardment of questions. I started having joy disassembling items around me when I got the chance to go to my first robotic event, especially those that had electronics. I was oftenly scolded for switching out parts from one toy car with another. It rarely worked, but it was part of my learning process. Since then, I have developed a love for engineering. That little inquisitive mind has slowly grown in both scope and gravity. It evolved from being purely curious to going in search of the solution by itself. It evolved from disassembling toy automobiles to building mechanical products on its own. Acquiring new skills was the reward that came along with the process. My secondary lacked strong STEM programs; but even if it had, practical experience like lab sessions and hands-on projects would be limited. Instead, we attend seminars on every uninteresting subject imaginable. I started looking for more engaging sources of information beside the uninteresting textbooks that didn't provide me with the depth of knowledge I was constantly desiring. In particular, "Science of Stupid" stood out to me for its straightforward explanation of complex ideas; more recently, I discovered this educational Instagram account with the username "evanthorizon. " I genuinely enjoy studying engineering. It is like learning a new language. You need to first learn the fundamentals before you can use them in real life. Let’s say, particles are like characters, and physics principles are like grammar, which are sets of rules and guidelines for how to put small pieces together. I have accomplished a lot in the name of my passion for science, including self-taught Engineer courses, making intricate, skill-demanding objects (mechanical keyboards), and even motivating and supporting under-privilledged children who share my interests by organizing free lessons (Teach For Love). The most significant of all is seeking for educational opportunities abroad. Even if the work I have done so far is simply baby steps, I aim to one day be known as an innovator who made important advances. It might not seem feasible right now, maybe in ten years when I have acquired sufficient knowledge and abilities, I will be able to work on my dream projects with all of my dedication and get recognition all over the world. I've finally discovered the ideal way to answer the question “nature vs nurture” which is to follow your ambitions and turn your passion into a career. There is no better way to put it. Despite the expectations that were placed on me when I was younger, I have chosen to embark on my own road rather than follow someone else's.