My older sister is the woman who I love

I have an older sister, she is so beautiful that man who has ever met her all can't escape from her beauty. When I was young, my parents were far away from me, which made me very sad. But thanked to my sister, she has saved me from that sadness. During upbringing, she has prohibit me from playing with my friends, because she thought they were too bad. At the same time, separating me from things like games, social evils. Because she has protected me from bad things, I confess that I can't away from her. I have a younger brother. Every times he wants to come to somewhere, he all demands go with from me. It can be said that he is a very clingy at me. When his parents died, I tried to prevent him from suicide. I'm always make him safe from scary things surround. Honestly, I am so compassionate for him. We are all orphans, I am young so my sister had to drop out of school to work. I borrowed some money from the stranger to cover for life. When I came to draw money from ATM, my sister saw, and then, she scolded me. - Why do you do these things? -Not thing -You should tell the truth! You can't free from involve in this problem -why are you worried about this? we are not sisters, your parents are different from my parents, we don't have the same blood! sister! If I say that I do it because I am worried for you! I love you! Do you believe it? - You think What the result from this love will be? . . . That night seemed to fade, when the sun emerged from the western hilltop, my sister was gone. . . Please come back! I will miss you so much!